cerita sang puteri

baru aku sedar selama ni aku cuma rasa bahagia atas dasar kebahagiaan orang lain, patot lar aku rasa tak sedap hati ja slalu.. slalu nak bahagia kan orang lain ja, slalu kesian ja,slalu tolak ansur ja,slalu sabar ja. sampai ramai org confius dgn apa yg aku buat. dan at last aku yang tak bahagia.byk yang aku nak aku tak dapat. semuanya aku simpan dalam hati. tp aku mesti berubah. pedulikan apa orang nak kata. jika nak fikirkan orang lain sakit hati sbb aku,sakit yang mereka rasa tu sekejap saja ,then diaorg akan lupakan aku. dibandingkan rasa perit menipu perasaan diri sendiri semata-mata untuk jaga hati org lain,sampai bila aku nak cmni ? aku akan pertahankan apa yang aku rasa, sbb aku jugak layak rasa bahagia yang sebenarnya. tapi masih sabar mencontohi puteri Nabi Muhammad, Fathimah. :)

seandai kau tahu.

hmm..
:)


dear my childhood love, ur presence in  my life can bring back my smile. i miss the way we used to be, laughing together, i missed ur jokes so much, i adore u for being so strong. i love the way u respect my mother, my family, the kids.. :) i remember when we cry our tears together when we were separated few months ago only because of a misunderstanding :( , i still feel ur anger for me when i underestimate u that time and being so childish :DD ,huhu.. but please, want to live with u, i dont want to lost u again. please forgive me for anything i hurted u. now, im happy when i see u smile again, for me. alhamdulillah.. :)

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i wish you were here.

setiap hati itu milik Allah.  kita tak da hak pun nak persoalkan kenapa kita hilang seseorang dalam hidup kita, :)


so cukup lar dengan apa yang ada. orang yang ada kat atas tu engat lar sama orang kat bawah, sebahagian daripada rezeki yang Dia bagi ada hak saudara kita juga. yang di bawah tu jangan asyik nak mintak ja, usaha sama..






please forgive me for everything

sweetheart

"tak pa lah.. mungkin aku tak layak dapat perhatian.. mungkin aku bukan sapa-sapa
mungkin silap aku jugak"


pembaca delicious vintagenous yang disayangi, jika perkataan-perkataan diatas pernah membelenggu anda,
tarik nafas dalam-dalam dan senyum :)  ,  when you feeling alone.. smile baby, because there's always someone who loves you and missing you somewhere. you just dont know. <3




i miss the moments.

sometimes we dont know what life a person lives with until we really feel it but how can we feel such a thing that we dont used to live with ??

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just one step ahead and you'll know how cruel the world can be, and how beautiful the world always be.

anyway happy mother's day and happy birthday mak, :DD

im loving it! haha

this is a google image, and i bet this is fimiliar.. i dont know who made this but there was a name stated- hafiz. who is he? obviously this is a persian poet of the 1300.. now im telling u, i love this. got an attitude embedded, :)

yes,kinda neurotic and unreal.

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ohhh hyeee well yesterday nite i was like feeling lost n simply cry cry cry.. now and past years im suffering from a state of both neurotic and unreal. being pressed by my childhoodlife. i cant tell much on that matter. but im wondering if i will be lost forever. just to change is too hard bcause i've used to be this way. i wont blame anyone, they just dont know.

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