sabrun jameel #1

"setiap perkara ada hikmah, Sebesar mana pun ujian Allah beri hanya kpd org yg mampu dan ujian juga di beri hanya kpd org yg Allah pilih dan ianya sebenarnya anugerah. Hidup mmg ada ujian, setiap insan akan menghadapinya.. kelazatan ujian dpt di rasai apabila dapat kita atasi atau tidak krn tanpa kita sedari Allah sayangkan kita.. Zikir lahaulawala dapat mengubat setiap kedukaan. Apa yg manusia buat itu usaha, apa keputusan yg dapat dari hasil usaha itu qada Allah. Qada dan qadar Allah yg tetapkan tetapi masih boleh diubah dgn syarat DOA. Tidak tertolak qada itu melainkan dgn doa. InsyaAllah, Allah lah sebaik2 penolong dan sebaik2 pelindung. Setiap ketetapan Allah apa yg berlaku dan sudah berlaku pasti ada hikmah.. ada rahsia di sebaliknya. Kerana Allah naik tingkatkan darjat. Wallah huAalam. Alhamdulillah. HASBUNALLAHHU WANIKMALWAKIL. Amalan yg baik jika dalam keadaan amat memerlukan pertolongan Allah bacaannya seperti berikut;-

سُبْحَانَ اللّهِ الْعَظِيمِ

يَا حَيُّ يَا قَيُّوْمُ بِرَحْمَتِكَ أَسْتَغِيْث

maha suci Allah yang Maha Agung,

wahai Yang Hidup, Yang Maha Berdiri Sendiri,

dengan rahmat Mu, kumemohon pertolongan"

-hamba Allah

mereka ada keluarga...
mereka ayah, mereka anak.
dan di dalam hati mereka ada kepentingan umat

thanks strangers :)

remember: "our purpose in life is not to get lost in the dark but to be a light for others, so that they may find way through us."

saya pernah crush dengan kebanyakkan strangers yang tolong saya bila saya betul betul buntu dan mengharapkan pertolongan,

tapi at last saya sedar sebenarnya Allah yang nak tolong saya, jadi Dia hantarkan stranger stranger itu :)

crush=suka

entry awal tahun. awal la sangat

tahun lepas aku belajar banyak perkara..

yang penting............... sekarang aku bahagia dengan life aku.

*pish pish pish bunga api*

kehkehkeh..

alhamdulillah...

berbangga dengan achievement kita itu cuma merosakkan hati sendiri. dari berbangga baik bersyukur. la haulawala.... kita tak mampu capai apa apa pun tanpa izinNya.

pray for mh370 and the passengers +haze...inshaallah.

anak kunci perbendaharaan bagi perkara perkara ghaib itu hanya ada di sisi Allah

sabrun jameel

“I don’t really know what to say as we already talk soooo often. All words of encouragement have already been exhausted, yet I still repeat Yaqoob (as)’s words when he truthfully said “Patience is beautiful!”This beauty is beyond the beauty a Man finds in nature, it’s beyond the beauty of a bride on her wedding night; it’s beyond the beauty of our glittering jewelry and it’s beyond the beauty of watching our wealth amass for a ’secure’ future.Why? Because this is beauty that can only be encaptured by the heart. The majority of people can see with their eyes, hear wih their ears and smell with their noses. But Allah swt only hand-picks a few of His slaves to envision and perceive through their hearts. So be of those slaves. Steer your heart towards bliss by using it to guide you, by using it as your sense of perception, and by completely engulfing it in hope of Allah’s Mercy.

Have complete Yaqeen that Allah does not wrong His slaves. Every moment will be recompensed and the TRUE Beauty, the REAL Beauty, the ABSOLUTE Beauty which currently only resides as a sensation of the heart, will one day be actualized through sight, sound, smell & feel in their absolute PERFECT form inshallah.” -anon

crying for the Prophet. quoted from the daily reminder youtube

alhamdulillah for giving chance to share this.

Aisha(ra), the wife of Prophet(صلى الله عليه وسلم), she shares with us a very personal moment in her life. she says one day i was with Rasool Allah (صلى الله عليه وسلم) and he was in a cheerful mood so i said to him, ya Rasool Allah make a dua for me.

so he said, "may Allah forgive Aisha". and he continued, "o Allah forgive Aisha, all her sins, the past sins, the future sins, the ones that she commits in private and the ones that she commits in public."

and Aisha(ra) was so happy that she started to laugh, so the Prophet( صلى الله عليه وسلم) asked her, "did the dua please you?". she says "ya Rasool Allah how could that not please anyone?".

he(صلى الله عليه وسلم) says, "by Allah, that is the same dua i make for my ummah in my every single prayer."

the Prophet(صلى الله عليه وسلم) made the same dua for you! how much did Prophet(صلى الله عليه وسلم) loves us.

he(صلى الله عليه وسلم) would cry in front of the sahabas and he(صلى الله عليه وسلم) would says, "i miss my brothers, the ones that i love." and they would say "ya Rasool Allah, aren't we your brothers?"

he( صلى الله عليه وسلم) would says "no, you're my companions but my brothers are the ones that would come after me and they would believe in me and they would never seen me."

the Prophet( صلى الله عليه وسلم) is crying because he misses you.

he would stays the night praying to Allah, crying out to Allah, "my ummah, my ummah"

the Prophet( صلى الله عليه وسلم) was crying for you.

when is the last time you cried for the Prophet(صلى الله عليه وسلم)?

the Prophet(صلى الله عليه وسلم) gave khutbah and he(صلى الله عليه وسلم) lean on a tree while giving the khutbah until they built him(صلى الله عليه وسلم) a mimbar. the following week, standing on this mimbar, the companions said that they heard the tree cried. the tree was crying because it missed Rasool Allah(صلى الله عليه وسلم).

the tree cried because it missed Rasool Allah( صلى الله عليه وسلم). and people who said Muhammad(صلى الله عليه وسلم) is Rasool Allah, are we not worthy to cry for missing him(صلى الله عليه وسلم)?

the companions would sacrifice so much!

when the Prophet(صلى الله عليه وسلم) passed away, and Bilal(ra) could not do the adhan anymore. he would sit in the Prophet's mosque, and he would imagine looking at the house of Aisha(ra) where the grave of Prophet(صلى الله عليه وسلم) was. and he would imagine the Prophet(صلى الله عليه وسلم) walking and saying to him, "comfort us with it ya Bilal, make the adhan for prayer."

so Bilal(ra) could not stand living  in medina. every street, every corner, every rock, and everything would remind him to the Prophet(صلى الله عليه وسلم). so he leaves the city like many of the companions did. going for jihad, until many years later when Allah S.W.T gave victory to the muslims in jerusalem and the sahabas would be reunited  for the first time after the Prophet(صلى الله عليه وسلم) passed away. and they would see Bilal(ra) who did not gave adhan for 6 years, they would say to him, make adhan for us. and he would says please, it's too painful. and they ask Umar(ra), ya amirul mukmineen, please speak to him. until Umar(ra) spoke to him and he agreed. he get up to make adhan.

and he called the adhan. 

the memories, the sweet times, the fragrance of Muhammad(صلى الله عليه وسلم), his warmth, his compassion would come back to the sahabas and they would all cry.

Bilal(ra) struggled through the adhan. and he continued until he would get to the part of adhan "أشهد أن محمدا رسول الله", he broke down and cried, he can't continue either.

many years later when Bilal(ra) was on his death bed dying, and his wife would says to him "what sorrow!". he said "no, what happiness, what joy for tomorrow i will be with one i love, Muhammad(صلى الله عليه وسلم)."

Is There a Concept of Soulmate in Islam? answered by Raidah Shah Idil

Question: I wanted to know that in Islam do we have the concept of soul mate. Has Allah has already chosen our soul mate?

I was in a relationship which was against the shariah so I realized that I should stop it but I still feel bad for ending the relationship. 

So in order to explain to that person the reason for stopping this relationship I said that Allah has already chosen our soul mate and if your in my taqdeer than Allah will make us meet again. But somehow deep in my heart I feel that I am being selfish. I’m really confused. Please suggest what should i do now.

answer:

Provision

Allah has already written the provision for every soul on this earth, including whom we marry.

Allah says, “There is not a single creature on the earth except that Allah takes care of its provision” [Quran 11:6].

In this sense, yes, those of us who are destined to marry in this life do have a ‘soulmate’. However, this does not mean that one’s soulmate guarantees one worldly bliss, as is propagated by popular media, because even the most loving spouse is a test of patience. Everlasting joy lies only in Paradise.

Being Selfish

By ending this impermissible relationship, you have done something pleasing to Allah. It would have been selfish of you to remain in that relationship, because by doing so, you are wronging both yourself and another person. You can choose to harm yourself if you wish, and you will be taken to account for that, but you do not have that right to harm another. Choosing to end this relationship is actually a responsible and praiseworthy act, and I pray that much good will enter your life because of your decision. The guilt which you feel is a reminder of your lowliness before Allah Most High. Use it to draw closer to Him and know that He is Most Forgiving.

“A disobedience that bequeaths humiliation and extreme need is better than an obedience that bequeaths self-infatuation and pride.” [Hikm of Ibn Atta'illah]

Marriage

True love and happiness will descend upon you and your lawfully wedded wife. Anything outside of marriage is a shadow of what Allah promises.

“And among His signs is this, that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that you may dwell in tranquility with them, and He has put love and mercy between your hearts. Verily in that are signs for those who reflect.” [Quran 30:21]

In a happy marriage, there is no need to feel guilty or ashamed about being with the person you love. Rather, you can expend all your energy into pleasing your wife, which is something pleasing to Allah.

Abu Hurayra stated, “The Messenger of Allah, may Allah bless him and grant him peace, said, “The most perfect of believers in belief is the best of them in character. The best of you are those who are the best to their women.” [Tirmidhi]

What To Do

As for what to do now, keep making sincere repentance and pray the Prayer of Guidance. See what Allah unfolds before you.

I can see two options:

1) Re-evaluate your situation. Is this person able to be a upright and loving spouse? If she is, you are able to marry, and you are both struggling to be apart from each other, then it would be better for you both to get married. Consult a relationship counselor to ensure that both of you have enough similar values upon which to build a solid marriage. Being attracted to one another is insufficient.

2) If your former partner does not have the qualities for a righteous and loving wife, apologize for what you have done and cut off all contact with her. This will be painful at first, but it is better in the long-run. Anything else will prolong your unwanted attachment to each other, making it harder for both of you to move forward. Remain chaste and ask Allah to send you a righteous and loving spouse. Spend your time making istighfar, salawat upon the Prophet (peace and blessings be upon him), and know that in time, your heartache and guilt will ease.

Checked & Approved by Faraz Rabbani

Source: Seekers Guidance

she dreams

i dream of turquoise sea twice.exactly the same place.why?

in that dreams, i was excited+happy.

what a beautiful place, never been there.

evaluasi

ketidaktahuan kenapa email aku kena security locked. tolong hentikan situasi ini segera. serious tetiba aku nak log in tak boleh. jawapan security dia pun aku da lupa.last jawab 2009 yang lalu. di dalam itu ada perkara mengenai pinjaman pelajaran saya yang diemail dari pegawai berkaitan.dan hal ini menyulitkan urusan saya.dan next sem mungkin saya bayar yuran sem guna daun kering. da 3 hari aku try kot dan takda guna nak try sebab email tu da expired.tetettetetetetettetteteteteteeteteteteteteteteteetttet

jangan cakap email kena hacked.bengong. takda fungsinya orang nak hack. tah la pelik. email lagi satu boleh pulak bukak.dua dua yahoo. hack tu camna sebenarnya? kalau hack fb/tuitter kawan tu tau la,tulis status merapu. pastu kawan log in tengok ada status/tweet yang bersifat ganjil. then delete dan update "kojaq aku kena hack!!!!" ni email aku tak tau la. bukan hack kot, something error??

lupakan. sebenarnya sekarang ni aku rasa cam tengah cuti sem. dengan kelas tak p, assgmnt tak buat, fyp dalam status waiting. penting untuk aku sedar diri ya. banyak perkara yang menyulitkan kerja aku. tapi aku cam biasa watlek watpeace batteqok. rilek la classmate sebulan tak p klas collect data,lagi si jiwa tenang.kumpul respondents sampai beratus,hampa ni amek master ka? haha. ada sorang member rajin benor dia call msg bagitau ada assignment kena buat dalam group la, ada tuto dalam elearn la,klas tuto gabung la,inform nu ni nu ni.. risau benor dia.hehe.walaupun aku tak peringat dia suruh inform pasal klas.please don't be so nice ,terharuharu day by day.

elok la.cuti sem lepas aku tak sempat sangat nak rasa bercuti sem. tragic tragic~

evaluasi tu maksudnya muhasabah diri. dalam status sedang menunggu untuk proceed kerja ni, aku memang takda kerja. how much time wasted! jadi aku berhibernasi dan berevaluasi. setiap cuti sem aku akan enjoy blogging prasan dak?kecuali time takda internet la.huhu. tadi aku baca balik entry entry lama.and how sweet i was.hehe. setiap entry lama yang aku baca balik aku ingat camna perasaan aku time tu dan apa yang buat aku tulis macam tu. duduk atas kerusi dalam bilik tengahmalam dalam gelap.taip taip taip taip. kinda mixed feelings and i miss that so much. sekarang ni perasaan aku tengah mengadap laptop yang bercahaya dan makan roti  bakar letak ais krim kat atas, how heaven it is,  i think you should try, delishhh!!!! dan ya setiap yang anda kata/tulis/nasihat, anda akan diuji. kadang-kadang aku juga lalai tapi ada hati nak nasihat orang. sebab kita sayangkan seseorang lah kita nasihatkan dia.

dan aku baca entry ni -> that one smile .senyum aku baca entry ni. why, because i can really feel me in it.when i read it, i felt, that was me,truly me,no lie. completely reflected.

"now i just have to wait and move on... keep on faith. be sincere in everything i give, never demand something in return." -fatin qurratuaini

and i just realized that i was trying to move on since 2 years ago. no wonder that word so familiar for me.haha. what i can remember when i wrote this is a girl that lose hope.

"thankq for being strong for so long. you also got heart and feelings. now you can cry the entire nite because you know what, no one around you actually understands what you've gone through, what you keep is whole will continuing hurt you. but still girl, you got to move on, put on faith. forgive everyone but don't forget, they still got chances to triumph over you and use you again and again." -myself @ a note for my soul

again. i miss the motivated part of me.

kunyit kunyit kunyitnyit

kan aku ada janji dalan entry yang lepas nak cerita pasal kunyit. tapi aku cari entry tu da takda. aku tak ingat la aku delete ka????(soalan untuk diri sendiri)

tapi aku memang ingat la aku ada janji nak cerita. janji setahun yang lepas mungkin. aku tak janji kot, aku taip bagitahu nak kabor. ape kome nih!!

sebenarnya takda apa la sangat pun.tapi ada la jugak. (tolong hentikan kebangangan ini.straight to the points pls)

sebenarnya time tu aku suka minum susu kunyit.rasa dia takda rasa tapi sedap dan lemak lemak. nak letak gambar ada dalam laptop lama da rosak.sorry. tapi rupa dia memang funny dan kuning kuning susu gittew..

aku kalau goreng ikang memang suka letak manyiak serbiuk kunyit. sampai kena tegur dengan mak.

sebenarnya apa yang aku nak cerita pasal kunyit ada dalam gambar kat bawah ni ha tengok la, tengok la!!!!!

p/s: kalau orang saikologi mesti boleh baca perasaan seseorang melalui cara penulisan.

world, please have heart.

humans may build high skyview buildings
they earned millions from that,
yet were they satisfied?
they cannot create even a single fly.

judgemental is something i learned from you

problems, dua and sabr

when you are pondering over the meaning of problems through your life,

have you gave sadaqah to whom that less able than you for the sake of your Creator?

and when you are questioning problems that messed up with you, have you questioning why you spend hundreds for branded clothing and rm1 for sadaqah?

you ought in complaining

and keep questioning why why why why why why why why

have you ever realize how much you embedded self-importance through life?

"Allah is the best listener. Allah hears even the very silent prayer of a sincere heart."

 The One of perfect timing :)

so don't be sad

"pain and suffering only become negative if it creates barrier between you and Allah S.W.T.

pain becomes positive and motivation for you when it brings back to Allah S.W.T.

and this is when every individual who is going through pain and suffering needs to realize that this point of pain and suffering is not that Allah wants to punish you

but rather it is the calling from Allah S.W.T. " -sheikh mumtaz al haq

ada jurang yang memisahkan

nak tahu tak apaaa... aku baru lepas stalk tunang fizoo.

tau dak nama dia  

dan dia gorgeous.

umur 24, muda lagiiiiii da kaya, haha.

berdasarkan pembacaan pasal dia kat internet, aku tak nampak dia kaya duit jadi tapi kaya hati budi jugak. haa

sekarang ni orang yang gorgeous dan baik itu sangat rare.sekian.

main point yang buat aku rasa dia baik adalah sebab dia merupakan pengurus besar butik tudung fareeda, tu satu hal.

dan dia sangat baik dengan pekerja dia. tak sombong.

nampak dak?

aku nak cerita la pengalaman aku pernah bekerja di suatu butik/kedai pakaian dan dapat bos yang tak rare lansung. customer dan pekerja-pekerja di kedai-kedai lain yang berhampiran dok mengata bos aku sombong la.. cerewet la... nak menunjuk la... etc. pekerja kedaikedai lain tahu perangai bos aku tu sebab bekas pekerja kat kedai tu dulu rajin dok cerita kat depa.macam luahan perasaan la. uihh sapa nak tahan keja dengan dia. kalau tak puas hati apa-apa mesti kena marah+perli sakan.lagi 1,dia suka buruk sangka. aku tunggu lagi tak pernah kena.. uih, sakannn.. selalu pulang kerja dengan hati yang sakit. lagi satu, pekerja-pekerja dia semua kalau ada duit sale short/over, depa takkan bagitahu dia, takut nanti kena marah. nampak tak jurang di situ?? serious, kalau kita nak orang respect kita, 1st kita kena respect orang dulu. memang la gaji sebulan boleh dalam seribu lebih, tapi, respect dan kejujuran orang kita tak boleh beli dengan duit. serious aku nak habaq, kebanyakkan pekerja dia, tak jujur. 1st, amek(curi) duit jualan. 2nd, amek(curi) pakaian kat kedai tanpa pengetahuan bos. 3rd, depan bos baik belakang bos mengutuk habis. tambah-tambah pekerja yang dah bekerja lama, memang kaki bodek, tapi kat belakang, tak yah cerita la kot, sendiri fikir. keadang aku kesian jugak kat bos, dia percaya pekerja yang dah kerja lama, tapi belakang dia , dia tak tau camna perangai pekerja tu.orang yang kuat mengampu ni, serious aku geram tengok. orang ni memang kalau ada pekerja lain buat salah sikit pun, dia akan report kat bos.sebab tu la bos syg dia lebih.kononnya pekerja yang boleh dipercayai. lagipun sebab bos mai kedai bukan setiap hari sebab dia ada bukak banyak lagi cawangan kat tempat lain. kes pekerja curi duit jualan ni aku tahu lepas aku berhenti kerja. ada sorang yang aku duk kerja sekali tu duk cerita. ish. aku walaupun pantang nampak duit tapi tak sanggup la nak curi duit jualan, tahu benda salah dan walaupun bos camtu, boleh sabaq ja.baju pun kalu aku amek, aku bagi tahu bos dan bos akan potong duit overtime.serious, kalu aku nak curi boleh ja tapi aku pilih untuk tak buat camtu.mungkin orang tak nampak tapi Tuhan nampak.aku habaq ni bukan nak buat kemaih kata aku baik sungguh tapi tak mau hampa salah faham kata aku pun duk mencuri sama, nayaaa.

camna bos boleh tau pekerja curi duit?dia usha kat cctv online trus kat laptop dia. wow canggih dak?haha.besa la orang banyak duit.apa pun bolehhhhh. tapi yang pasti Allah lebih Maha Mengetahui dan Melihat.

ha ni nak habaq mai, pekerja yang curi duit jualan tu lepas dia kena buang kerja, dia msg aku. dia cerita yang kat aku yang memang dia amek duit tu dan dia mengaku kat bos. dia cakap, dia buat camtu atas sebab layanan bos yang buruk terhadap pekerja dia. dan dia cakap dia tak kisah pun bos tak bayar gaji lepas berhentikan dia kerja sebab duit yang dia amek tu lagi banyak dari gaji yang bos bagi tetiap bulan. haaa. tak lama lepas tu, sorang lagi pekerja diberhentikan kerja atas sebab yang sama. nampak dak permainan dia?

dulu time aku duk kerja lagi kat situ, ada sorang customer ni mai nak beli skrit. kakak ni cerita kat aku yang dulu dia pernah mai beli pakaian kat sini.tapi tak try sebab duk dukung baby. hari yang sama, dia balik rumah try dan tak muat pakaian yang dia beli tu. dia mai tukar pada hari tu jugak.tapi tak boleh tukar. then dia trus call bos tanya, memang bos berkeras kata tak boleh tukaq.tapi bos bagi jugak tukaq lepas kena perli dgn kakak tu,haha.bos amek detail kakak tu,then bos bagi dia tukaq. kakak tu kata lebih kurang camni,"dengaq suara pun tau kata bos hampa ni sombong, orang da kaya kan,bukak kedai banyak cawangan tapi dia tak tau rezeki tu Tuhan yang bagi". kalau bos dengaq ni, sentapppppppppp.

kesimpulannya, aku rasa dia business untung sebab rezeki anak-anak dia ja. aku rasa la. untung bisness dia, kekadang sehari boleh jualan ada lebih dari rm5000.

ni baru cerita sikit. aku kerja kat situ dalam bulan puasa, dan betapa bos tak bertimbang rasa. tak mau cerita lebih.

aku bukan nak jaja cerita tapi berkongsi pengalaman supaya nanti bila ada rezeki ditakdirkan kita jadi orang atasan, jangan lupa diri, kita semua manusia sama ja , yang membezakan, iman dan hati. dan aku rasa mesti ada jugak orang yang berpengalaman yang sama.kan.haha

aku kalau ikutkan hati, nak ja aku cerita kat bos camna pekerja dia cakap pasai dia kat belakang.geram. tapi biaq la. ignore ja.

semoga sedar sendiri.

jujur aku tak ikhlas kerja kat situ sebab bos camtu.boleh stay 2 bulan sebab gaji masyuk ja.haha :P

palestinian quote

In my country, the smiles of children and the blood of martyrs alone will blossom a spring one day

 (Palestinian, 2013)

sho ba ro

women were blessed with enough patience to stay, enough strength to let go and move on.

and requirement in mastering sabr is a pure heart.

Palestine......

sejarah di sebalik Surah AdDhuha

hye uolllllllllsssssssss... sudah lama iols tak update kannnnnnNNNNNNNNN!!!!! well.. busy girl!!!! HAHAHHAahahhaahahaaaaaaaaaaaa~ gewdixs nya intro iols.. salam pun tak bagi kan, jauh api dari panggang.haha

back  to the topic, sila tengok video ini -> Subhanallah

got it? dalam suatu jangka masa yang lama Allah tak turunkan wahyu kepada Rasulullah  S.A.W. dan baginda rasa sangat sedih. lalu Allah turunkan khabar cintaNya kepada kekasihNya melalui surah ini. buka terjemahan dan hayati lah maknanya..

"a depressed person is more concern about himself, but the best way to remove depression and feeling of being disconnected with Allah is to remember the people who is far far in more difficulty than you (orphans and beggar)."

serious aku tak tahu macam mana aku bole terrrrrrtahu pasai surah ni. bila da tahu, betapa indahnya... speechless. rasa terpujuk hati. DANNNNnnn seingat aku, time tu aku tengah kusut. aku tak ingat sangat apa yang mengusutkan aku time tu, ingai ingat ayam ja.haha

dulu pernah seseorang mengadu masalah kat aku, dan aku jawab "orang lain pun ada masalah." dan aku kena marah sebab jawab camtu. tapi serious, aku memang rasa orang lain pun ada masalah. tapi tak semua orang suka mengeluh dan suka sembunyi masalah. watever laaaaaaaa.hahahahaAPA AKU NI, APA AKU NI???jangan nak lari topik bole dakkkkkk

pengajarannya, surah ni mengajar aku sesuatu. dan sesuatu itu korang fikir la sendiri apa benda HAHAHA.

tadi macam idea mencurah curah nak tulis, ni lintang pukang pulak. teringat keja lain nak buat kot.haha. maafin.

dan pengakhiran itu lebih baik dari permulaan :)

y u no fesbuk?

y u no fesbuk? y u have no fesbuk? i have bad news and good news. good news is i have no facebook. arite?

okay then y you no ask fesbuk y it had wall? and y now don't? *think

i used to have a facebook account but i deleted it kay. so for those who are having fesbuk, go on, hope it benefits you, no harm rite. because i heard of but not pretty sure, fesbuk = fitnahs. once again make me think twice. no no i won't redo it.

the biggest lamest thing in fesbuk is when strangers added me and i just accepted it for the sake of nothing. and the 'lameier' is when people  i knew added me and i accepted but in the reality was like the people and i spoke no word in the real life. and when we met, like just fill-in-the-blank situation. the 'lameirest' is when people that knew me and i knew, unfriended me. yeah, just that. true story bro, why you did so? because you were the one that add me. funny kan. tak kisah oledy bhai.

okay fesbuk enough, i don't want to talk to you anymore. long time just ended. big girl don't cryyyYY

now move on to twitter. okay i knew no one on twitter when once upon a time i on it. it was happened. people, i made twitter. no i mean i made an account on twitter. urge for that because a friend once asked me "y u no fesbuk? how about ym?" "me : no, i don't" "so how about twitter? no one can assess your picture on twitter." okay then i sign up for twitter. at first, i followed her and one of my old friend.  just two. i blurred about this twitter things, i didn't knew things on twitter.  then i checked back on twitter, only my old friend followed me back. okay so why she(the friend that asked me "y u no fesbuk?") don't follow me back. so why she recommended twitter then? okay arite fine.

because i noob about the twitter, i shut it up for a longggg timeeee.. then when i felt like forever alone, i sign in back. guess what people.. i checked my following list, she wasn't there. so what just happened? then i searched for her twitter account and it was alive. justification for this is she removed me from her list. back then i realized that some people just want to busybody about your stuff and the reality is they just don't care about you. sucks. speechless. really.

another good news is christiano ronaldo is learning islam? no wonder at first i admired him when he was 21 and thin. but now hot okay. i hope this is really true. okay so ronaldo please, embrace islam and be my brother. -sincerely me.

another good news is no bad news. good luck people on everything jngjreujgirkldfmv you do in your life. enjoy your life. because if you don't enjoy your life, you'll end up feeling like cursing. that is what i feel now. so tomorrow i have to go out. out please. sorry for the writing. i know this is really sucks. grammar elek

y so serious

bila suatu hari, kita rasa seseorang banyak kecewakan kita, kita tak tau kita pernah kecewakan dia tapi dia diamkan ja.

bila kita rasa seseorang tu sakitkan hati kita, kita ungkit silap dia dan buka keburukkan dia kepada orang yang kita rapat sekarang, walaupun perkara tu hal peribadi orang itu.

bila sekarang kita hina seseorang, kita tak tahu orang tu pernah doakan kebaikan kita.

mungkin kita silap percayakan orang atau mungkin orang silap percayakan kita.

bila kita rasa seseorang sombong dengan kita, setakat mana kita tau hati orang?

dan setakat mana kita tau hati orang yang kita rasa kita bole percaya sekarang?

sincerely, aku tak tau sejauh mana kebenaran atas apa yang aku tau,

aku bukan Tuhan, cuma mahu berTuhan.